Flowery Dreamz

a long string of thoughts

2009-10-30T14:48:00.002+08:00

My week finally ended, I mean school. Its suppose to be a time to rejoice and cruise into the weekend. But stress and depress is what I felt. What the fck. Took the long bus journey home and I tend to fall into deep tots when travelling. And so I did.

I think im being too good to my friends. Am I? At least I feel I am. Put them at almost the top of the priority list. Make them laugh so that every moment tgt will be fun and memorable. Easy-going, whatever is fine even eating lady's finger and bitter gourd. I only want ppl around me to be happy. Yet after all these... Maybe I shld change. But this is me.

Some passengers board the bus, a guy enveloped in a thick layer of smoke sat infront. Smoke me to paradise. Will anyone grieve for me when I go somewhere high above the skies or deep below the ground?

Maybe for that lil moment that lasted in a blink of an eye. I shld have chosen another world instead.

A light blue Volkswagen passed me, shouting 'Hi im your dream car'. As you've said, you are only a car in my dreams. So shut up and move on. Look at Nissan, Toyota and Honda. Snap right back into the reality. 3 things due next week. Better get them done nicely or this sem will be so screwed. Tml is lined up with activities too. No crashing of timing and that shld be the way.

How do ppl live their lives. How do they know what they want. What do I want. I cant figure out the answers. Opened my door and stepped into a balcony with pet bedding across the floor. So I stared sternly at her but was melted instead. Front paws lifted, maybe trying to say 'Im hungry' or 'Im so bored'. At least.... there's someone who looks for me. Im home Muffin!

2009-10-14T02:57:00.004+08:00

I thought my 21st party is going to be a nightmare... but it turned out to be real fun =D. It came and went like... wind. Gone with the wind. The presents that I received are very nice, out of which Muffin is the best! Im talking about her..

Ok... I know the camera sucks haha. She is so cute and small that she fits into the feeding tray.. so I guess its a resting tray for now. She loves eating the hay.. loves dashing in circles in her cage so that the bedding plus hay plus poo will come flying out.. loves crawling under the sofa so that I can play hide and seek with her. =) Im totally in love with her. Did I mention? She pee-ed and poo-ed on the sofa.

Some quizzes are heading my way.. while Im trying to run away from them. Eventually they will catch me and inject some panic into me. -Don't try to pass the quiz, its impossible. Instead, realised the truth, there is no quiz.- Taken from The Matrix.. and I know this is bullshit.

2009-08-19T00:25:00.002+08:00

Today is the __th day of school and I finally saw one familiar face... Mr Ang Ang Ang... ... ... Doraemon~ haha. Where are the rest of the familiar faces from the past?! Maybe I should open my eyes more.. coz they are pretty small in the morning heh.

The stack of notes from last semester is still staring at me from across the table. Still have not print my colorful excel timetable and... a lot more things waiting for me to clear. But I bought my 1st secondhand textbook today! Wow.. What an easy task hee.

So far so good, only overslept once since school started. Jia you yixin! Keep up the good work!

SHEK

2009-07-11T02:02:00.008+08:00

They are the awefully cute S.H.E. and Kaixu! I had a whole great time on thurs la.. a day lined up with all the fun. Hee.. Went swimming in the afternoon hoping to get a little tan but the weather was.. u know.. black clouds + no rain. Which was definitely good enough. And a cute incident that hun and I haf to go back to her house ahaha!!

Then ingredients buying at Shop n' Save. Followed by cooking at my house. I would say its a huge success haha.. thick skin. Well.. mf and kx did say the food was nice =P. Btw... curry rice, chicken stew and potato salad were on the menu. I dont know why.. but we totally forgot the fried eggs until serving time. So we had to let it go.. cuz we were dead tired after the peeling of potatoes and crying for onions!

What else? The card for kx of cuz hee. Splendid, magnificient, fascinating and dazzling I would say ahaha.. thick skin again. Here's a few glimpse.

The day ended with eating ice cream and a little nice chat at Jurong Hill. I love it!! Hee.. nice huh. I love SHEK!! Okie.. I'm so excited for tml Yanzi's concert. I wonder how will it goes.. muz be high high and even higher =D.

Crafty me.

2009-07-01T00:46:00.012+08:00

Cards are awesome. Especially handmade ones =) With a little bit of patience, creativity and materials, you can create wonders. Here are 2 cards of similar style. Which one is better? Well, I thought both are pretty in their own ways.

I'm pretty proud of the stitching. Hee.. it turned out so nice. In case you are wondering.. the 'Happy Birthday's in both cards are hand stitched! Clever right? LoL..

I saw the angel in the marble and I carved until I set him free. -- Michaelangelo

April.....!!!

2009-04-11T23:03:00.003+08:00

Some people may look forward to this month but im totally not. April = Exams. I got this feeling im getting worse at handling them. Why? Probably because I know I failed my Microbio test on wed. Watashi shock shock desu. How can I fail? Its just memory work and I failed. Dotz.. but I have no regrets going to the parties during the weekend lol. Sorry Lixin I couldnt attend yours.. its right in the middle of exams. Hope u have a really fun one!

Talking about exams.. would you rather have exams, say 5 papers, all squeeze into 1 week or spread across as many days as possible? I will take the latter.. ample time is what I want. I dont even have enough time to read thru the notes.. not to mention memorizing for some subjects. Why cant we have study week just like NUS.. haiz.

Stress stress... what if i fail my bio.. ta bao? Wa lao.. so scary. At least a C pls.. im not good at ta baoing things. Excited about yanzi concert yet very stress. I plan to memorize all the lyrics after exams... but will i get thru it? Oh no...! Im scaring myself. Shld I change my blog skin? Can I go overseas after exams? Haha.. so random..

2009-03-15T02:58:00.006+08:00

What's going on?!? Yea I'm refering to the two suicidal news that happened to occur right in my school. I think.. thats freakingly scary la. But actually... after some careful thinking.. I tot I'm also the kind that will just kill myself off when pushed into a corner. Of course, I will work my small little brain into finding ways round the corner first. But what if you never find it?

Da Mouth school concert was awesome! Haha.. because Aisha was damn Pretty and DJ Zhong Hua was damn Handsome. And surprisingly I knew the songs they sang.. So I dutifully went to buy their CDs and the autographs session. But I got just a little, a little only, annoyed. Because i guess the time concept of different friends is different. So I'm stuck in the middle dont know which to stick to. Did I mention before? I have this superb skill of hiding emotions. So I supposed no one found out.

So as my papa keep reminding me of.. this is the year of many birthday parties. Hope I'm invited to as many as possible then get all the ideas and put them into mine. Think it will really stress me out when the time comes. But what can you do when your daddy say.. 'You have to organise one, rmb all your cousins invited you to theirs?' A form of courtesy I guess.

Last of all, I wanna say, Yanzi is finally into action! Heard she's starting her world tour. First stop in may in taiwan. I cant wait... I wanna go... by hook or by crook. AHHH!!!!

Cha Soba <-- Nice!

2009-02-11T12:51:00.011+08:00

Happy New Year! May the everyday to come be joyous! May the every step we take leads to happiness! (Time to move on eh...) Congrats to Mf for getting the excellent grades for Business Econs! And Happy V' day to all my dearest frenz! Glad to have u as my fren.

Even thou Papa has been promoting the Japan photos to whoever that has visited my house with utmost enthusiasm.. I shall still post a few that I like here haha.

I forgot to buy one of these cutie back.. Regretz..

Tokyo Tower. Magnificent!

First time experiencing snow! And heaven gave me a heavy snowfall to play with the very first night in Hokkaido :)

Eating Hokkaido Ice Cream in the snow.. Oiishi neh!

Can I bring u home? Pls... as a souvenir? Woof! Woof! (Barks of jealousy from Hun) Lol.. Hokkaido Hokkaido.. I wld very much like to visit u again! Yes! Again!

2008-11-26T13:02:00.004+08:00

Could hardly breathe when it comes, could hardly believe when its gone. Survival doesnt mean anything, because I think most people wouldnt die during it, but after it. I dont want to survive, I want to thrive. Success and not merely getting over it.

A little puzzled now as to what shall I do.. sleep, play, watch, create..?

New Skin!

2008-11-13T17:27:00.005+08:00

Yeah.. Nice? New blogskin! I know I know.. its quite a common skin. You might have seen this a dozen times else where before already. But what to do!? Its so pretty.. Pretty pictures, Pretty music and pretty colour --> PINK! Indulge yourself in this fairytale fantasy of mine!

Gambate mina sai~ Is it correct? Haha.. I'm trying to say jia you everyone! Study hard for the crazy exams.. and Stay ALIVE.

1st 20 Yrs Old Rabbit

2008-11-04T01:18:00.005+08:00

Once again… I received the most beautiful card I’ve ever saw in my life. One thing I want to disagree. This is even nicer than the printed cards I saw outside. This, to me, has no imperfections. Flawless, best, most excellent.. astonishing.

I’m surprised at how good your language is.. even thou I’ve always know that. I’m surprised that you put in so much effort in decorating it.. and delighted since I’ve always like your art. I’m surprised that you have so many photos.. esp when I looked so nice =D. I’m surprised at how much warmhearted memories this card contains.. at how you rmb all these. I’m surprised at how this card can make me laugh and roll on my bed… at how it moist my eyes… at how it wet my cheeks.

I’m so overwhelmed and at the same time, comforted that I’m being thank for being there. I didn’t think that I’m that kind of person that other ppl would thank me for my company.. cuz I’m just so useless most times. Anyway.. it made me proud of myself =D. I’ve always tried not to be too greedy.. but still, I hope we can continue to create warm memories..

.. forever.

Thank you.. for the wonderful card.. for everything.

Emo emo emo..tions.

2008-10-24T00:13:00.002+08:00

Ya.. This week SUX. One more day to go.. hope it'll be easy on me. Cuz I'm so exhausted after the 3 tests that weren't very well done. O man... there goes my 30% of the subject's grade. I wont say whatever.. cuz I'm quite disturbed by that. I dont want to get a 3rd class honour (if I even manage to get an honour)... cuz it really sounds so low. Driving force is getting low recently... a few weeks left to final exams... wa lao.. just mentioning of it injects immense stress into my brain.

And my violin skills sux too.. my dear teacher spent the whole 30 min nagging me to practise everyday.. I mean.. I rather u spend it practising wif me. I know its kind of stagnant already... but.. nagging really dont work on me already. PLS.. action is so much better than words.

For countless times.. I dreamt of having a kitten and puppy. Everytime i woke up from it.. disappointment sets in. I dont understand.. why do i want them so badly even thou i got no confidence in taking care of them. Btw, my neighbour's dog stop barking at me already.. shall start the plan of getting close to her and become gd fren wif her hehheh. =p

O no...

2008-10-20T15:02:00.004+08:00

I forgot to blog abt my birthday!! Shux.. Anyway... I wanna thx Willy, Hun, Mf, Kx, honeydews and my parents! This yr bday seems so short... and so pathetic... i got lesson from 9.30am to 8.30 pm la. Nv had a bday so poor thing one.. sobz..

Willy Beh.. where is my prezzie... I'm still waiting. U delay somemore next yr ur prezzie will be late by half a yr. Ka kin la! But thx for the nice pasta hehheh. Hohoho... And then on one friday... (wat is the date?) Nvm.. Hun, Mf, Kx and me went holland v! And guess wat... somebody got drunk ahaha. I shall not say who.. but its so obvious!.. or maybe not. Lol... anyway... its a blessing that day Kx drove. If not... u can imagine~ Beer sux... but i wan myself to be veri li hai haha. Be able to drink all kinds.. so cool! Btw.. Big thx to hunny for the prezzie... its really nice!... and thx for the dosage of asahi~ lol.

Then... I got a cake from the honeydews! Hello Kitty one leh! Hehe... so kawaii! Then another cake from mama... Bakerzin one o.. Ahaha. And then got 2 big dinners form my parents.. so suang! Wats better then a bithday week?! Muahaha... That's abt all... Enuff to make me happy happy. =D

Ok.. back to study study study.. Environmental Chemistry quiz comin in an hr time. Catalyst? Osmosis? Dialysis? Pui.. nth's impossible.. juz do it!

My little recess

2008-09-27T14:16:00.003+08:00

Recess week.. this small little recess week. For people to rest, to study, to catch up their work.. BUT.. I slack for the 1st few days knowing I wld be heading to genting! Argh... so I happily went ahead and enjoy the cool weather did a little shopping spree. Hehe.. I praise myself for my remarkable bravery. But what to do when your papa won a lucky draw of 2 nights stay there.. deluxe room somemore lol.

So here I am.. back in sg.. stressed like HELL. I've got a lab report to do.. which means some researching.. due monday, some studying.. for the psychology of crisis stress management test on tuesday, and a medley of undone tutorials playing their soft cries to me. I oso felt abit guilty since I wldn't be meeting my frenz as I tot I wld.. jiu ming ar!

Happy belated 21st birthday to Amelia ar! Thx for the invitation to your party last sat.. everything was great.. just a little not so cooling there haha. After the party we moved on to kbox... with the kratos ppl.. veri weird since I dun belong there. But nvm la... at least the honeydews were there. And then papa came fetch me at 2 plus am.. and i drove home dreamily haha. Ok.. as for now.. Im going to work my miracles.

Cave Girl

2008-08-24T22:04:00.006+08:00

O ytd was so wonderful.. met up with the 'long time no see' gals. So nice... and I learnt so many things in the past I dont know. Too ignorant... too blur... too careful with ppl's feelings... that's me. And described as the girl from the cave. That's the problem with little friends.. then you'll get little information. Anyway... we ate Ajisen and continue to have our long chat in that cozy corner. And the staff is kind enough to give us extra plain water.. appreciated!

And then we met up with a whale at JE. Someone ask 'Why you never join us just now?' He replied 'Huh.. girls gathering leh..' The reply was 'You are one of us what.' Haha.. that really send me laughing out loud. But at the same time seriously wondering what's on his mind at that moment. Are there any small, evilish, or worst, hurtful thoughts harbouring there? So psychological right.. yeah I love thinking of such useless things. Of cuz I know he can deal with it duh~

Got this as a thailand souvenir from Willy. So nice of him! Look at the furs.. its so smooth.. like furs made from silk. Wow... been thinking of buying sth to hang my accessories and tada!! Many thx to him =D Oh.. and thx for the animes!

Haiz... Sch has started for about 3 weeks. I'm lying if I say I'm not stress. I'M VERY STRESS in fact. Not used to this kind of busy semesters with 8 modules, lesson ending at 8.30pm, thoery lessons on thurs and tuition on fridays. And I'm not starting well with my phy subjects. So many worries.. so little time. Seriously I think humans shld be gods or angels after we die.. (especially me).. cuz we actually survive this world. Hmm not really.. we all die eventually. Wa.. so sad sia.

Musician

2008-07-25T22:36:00.003+08:00

Hehheh.. didnt bother to write for some time already. Other than giving tuition, going for music lessons and nuahing at home, there's really nothing much happening haha. And for my replies the chain letter quiz is..."O.. I forgot to do leh. Sorry sorry! I really really want to do de, but since its so long ago already.." (Haha.. I did read thru all your answers though =p)

I'm seriously hooked onto this song called Musician/The 14th Song. Heard it when I was watching the arts central anime - D.Gray Man. Earl and Allen played it when they want to move the ark and Allen played it on a white piano! Waa.. dang nice lar! I even went to searh for the score to learn it hehheh. The video of a small part of episode 92 is below.. enjoy!

Tommorow going to my violin's teacher's house to lalala again. Didnt practise much cause the pieces are kind of difficult. Hope I'll breeze thru tml ahahaha. (Zuo meng!) And there's a horse in the process of recovery.. Get well very soon! I'll use my mana points to heal you lol. (That's if I have them..) Fast recovery ok!

Guji guji

2008-07-09T14:33:00.009+08:00

Oh this post aint about the yanzi's song though I like it very much too! This is about my 2 cutie hamsters.. and I sort of named them after the song haha!! They've been anticipating this historical moment when they can finally go on the public media. Woohoo.. HURRAY!

This is Gugu. Actually I've got the perfect view of her cutie face but then she shy away. So the image becomes like that.. ARTISTIC right? Lol.

After that then I realised she got shocked by the camera.. but I swear.. I did off the flash haha. Then she pathetically lay in a corner so that I wont get a straight shot of her.. so clever.. and this is the best I could get.

Enough of Gugu, this is Jiji. Because she squeak like there's no tommorow when I bought her. After sometime then I realise Gugu is bullying her! So now they live seperately.. sobz. But there's she munching away at her food. =D

After she satisfied all her hunger, thirst, cleaniness, curiosity and playing with me.. naturally curled into a ball and drifted to dreamland. Hehe.. so cute. Wanna see them? Come my house lo haha. I'll ask them to bite you..! Juz kidding.. they are vegetarian. Ahahaha!

I say my sorries first

2008-06-29T17:55:00.005+08:00

To all my precious friends.. I’m so so sorry if I’ve ever made you angry. Because I’ve grown so used to having you so good to me.. sorry that I took you for granted. Because I’ve did some stupid things that made you angry.. sorry that I thought that you will always be there and never leave me. Because I’m enjoying being cared by and very dependent on you.. sorry that I forget to give you enough of my TLC back.

I say my sorries first because I've thought of it. Thought of why good friends still quarrel at times. Thought of why I tend to make my close friends angry. Thought of why some of my friendships just end off so abruptly.

Thought of my mistakes.

=D Are my darlings back yet??

Beautiful flowers

2008-06-29T16:06:00.013+08:00

Aren't these flowers gorgeous!! (Haha.. I meant the blossoms in the first 2 photos.) The world will be so dull and boring without them. I took the first photo just by my bedroom window. Too bad they only lasted for 2 to 3 days, BUT, they start to bloom again after every several days. I think its their season now. =D

I treasure my friends, especially those so close to me that I thought I would have drowned in loneliness without them. They are important.. in fact.. of utmost importance. So I made a card for one of them.

Nice nice nice?? I drew the flowers leh.. the nicest I've ever drawn liao lol. June likes Pooh a lot but I dont know how to draw.. so I print and cut and paste it there. Two sides of the card give different feelings.. I like. Spring time and Kids time.

B for boy

2008-06-27T15:32:00.007+08:00

Yeah.. I got a B for my astronomy paper. By right I should aim for an A la, since its an all mcq paper. But given that I MESSED up my mid sem paper and got a D for that, I guess B is the best I could get liao haha. However.. should at least give me a B+ right.. haha... humans are never contented ar lol.

Ahh.. one more month to slack before school starts again. When I met my mentor the other time, he says "So holidays are coming, do enjoy yourself to the fullest and then when the next sem starts.. you should start studying hard from the start to the end of sem." (Or sth like tat la.) I always did fulfilled the first part of his speech.. only that I work hard only 2 days before the tests and exams haha! So will the second part be my aim? No. Why aim when I know I won't do it. And its NOT effective for me anyway.

Bought 'The 1st Eleven Years' of Eason.. thinking I would know most songs since its the jing xuan ji. But it turn out I only heard 10 out of the 30 songs before. But one thing.. NICE. He was born to sing.

Very blur and rotting

2008-06-23T00:54:00.002+08:00

Ya ya.. I'm very blur haha.. and super duper lazy. These are the never changing traits of Yixin. Nah.. nothing stays the same forever. I've been nuah-ing at home since the exams.. which is so me right.. ya I know. I really wonder how I past my time.. psp.. poke and play with my hamsters and rabbits (they must be cursing the school for giving me school holidays).. stare into my laptop screen showing animes, movies or kang xi.. and 'pull' my violin... la la la.

Saturday went to my sec school band senior's 21st birthday party at ecp chalet.. =D Happy that I'm still rmbed, or maybe he does not, but at least I'm invited lol. Its been quite some time since I've attended someone's 21st bday party, cuz my cousins are like much older or younger than me.. sad. Anyway, I'm being reminded that my 21st will be next year. Can I add drag forces to time?

O.. I'm also reading the Dream trilogy by Nora Roberts, Papa bought them for me through Reader's Digest. Its about three best friends that grew up together in a household, the memories and loyalties that bind them and how the friendship helps them through devastation when they each went on to pursue a different path of their own. And if you saw my msn nick.. Seraphina is a legend that fascinated the three. A young girl who had flung herself off the cliffs rather than face a life without her true love after she had hid away her dowry.

Dream Car

2008-06-12T21:29:00.005+08:00

And what's yours? My friend once told me her dream car is the Volkswagen Beetle. Wow.. am sort of addicted to it from then on too haha. There's a black convertible one in the multi-story carpark downstairs.. Too glaring to not to look at it everytime I pass by it.

Went to look for more cute cars online and I found more! Two more models caught my eyes.. Mini Cooper Convertible and Porsche Boxster Convertible. But Boxster is a 2 seater la.. unless I'm rich enough to raise a car myself and my family owns another car.. Its a no no. So... Porsche 911 convertible also can haha. Why all convertible huh.. I also dont know.

I'm seriously into deep dreamland.

看不清的路又算甚麼看不清的梦又算甚麼

就算走到尽头又能算甚麼

That's just life 寻找梦里的未来

That's just life 少点现实的无奈

不论风吹的时候不再傍徨的时候

永远向前路一直都在

陈奕迅-路一直都在

Slightly better than horrible

2008-06-11T20:25:00.004+08:00

O yeah.. Astronomy paper is finally part of the history (and I mean it and I want it to be). But I don't think there's a need to dabao an elective if you fail. Still, I would say its a really nice subject.. I like, just that maybe the paper includes too many TRICKY true or false questions!!! Aiyo.. really hope to get an A for it so as to neutralise the result I got for the mid-sem test.

However.. chances are small lol. I didn't study the last 4 sets of notes la~~ I think my exam study-planning is getting very JIALAT. I'm left with like 10 sets of notes ytd unstudied. Don't know should call myself zai or stupid or last minute.. (I chose the 1st ahaha)! Very grateful that the group of us went through every past year papers together.. at Changi airport.. it helps! Very far, but very nice place to study =D

Do you know: Seasons are caused by Earth's axis tilt (23.5°) and not the distance from Earth to Sun. The Northern hemisphere is closer to Sun at times of the year than the southern, it is exposed to more light causing summer to come into action at different times as Earth revolves.

Dreams are just dreams

2008-06-08T16:22:00.005+08:00

I was thinking about today's schelule last night on my bed and then I drifted off to sleep dreaming about the young and handsome doctor attending to me in the clinic lol. Just a dream to make me happy only... cuz in reality, its that female therapist again and the doctor was out stationed! Sobz..

But ytd was very special! I've always miss band since I graduate from sec sch. I miss playing with other players and each of us do a part to contribute to the piece. That amazing feeling.. like you totally immerse into the music and becomes a part of it.. nice. Ya.. so ytd I went to my violin teacher's house for a group lesson. 3 students: me, a 16 years old girl and a 7 years old boy. The boy boy got a 1/4 violin lo.. so cute! All the while he was very active that kind.. the only one that answers all the teacher's question faithfully lol.

There's this part where the 4 of us each played a variation of Twinkle Twinkle.. so fun! Not exactly like band where there's over 70 players.. but a just little trace if it. And totally reminds me of the time where SHE perform in one of the CO trip to MINDS.. using er hu. Wahaha.. happy and precious memories.

Here comes the outcome

2008-06-05T17:59:00.001+08:00

I wasn't really prepared to see it since I'm suppose to meet my mentor then he will unblock it. Turn out he is a really nice person isn't he.. hopefully he can continue to be a nice person and I wont need to meet him every semester. Well, there's a slight improvement. From 3.29 to 3.71 (GPA), and the CGPA is 3.49. As predicted.. Physics is still a very big C.

Life Sciences ----------> A-

Physics 1 --------------> C

Materials Science -----> B

Mathematics 2 --------> A-

Laboratory 1B --------> B+

Coping With Culture Transition -----> A-

The end of the comprehensive first year marks the beginning of the specialising second year. Omg~~ I'll be studying modules with names so engineering that I think I wont be able to understand.

Pak Zang

2008-05-31T01:16:00.007+08:00

Hee.. means wrap rice dumpling in Teochiew. So happy.. I've been asking my mum to wrap since last last mth. I simply feel that our own dumpling is the nicest! At first, ah yi and ah ging came to help then at night after the wrapping, more relatives were here! Haha.. like CNY.. but I thought its more fun!

This is less than half of all the dumplings..

Doesnt it just look so tempting?? Hehe..

Not posting the photos of the unwrap ones so that other people cant steal the recipe.. haha. And do you know why there is no pictures of wrapping in action? Thats cuz its me and my ah yi doing the wrapping! Yeah yeah.. surprise eh... I know how ok.. mai siao siao (you cant see the ugly ones).

Whats more thrilling.. my biao jie fu came also and he offer to help me upgrade my modified psp (yeah I know its illegal). But halfway through, their family decided to go home. He tried to teach me.. show me the instructons. But still, I'm stranded. Luckily, there's this thing call Internet and I went to search for clearer instructions. And there I go, a pro hacker. Do you know how high is the chance of bricking my psp? Gosh.. I almost stop breathing for the whole long hour.

Horrible

2008-05-28T20:53:00.003+08:00

Try ranking me in the hall of fame of last minutism, I wont say I'm in the first place, but at least the first few. Shat. Reluctantly started reading through the Astro only yesterday when the test is today. Worst, there's these 3 big unfamiliar stack of notes that's taught during my 1 week mc.

The horrible 15 mcqs further prove that I clearly have not memorize enough. And then comes the funny part. We agreed to exchange our view on the answers (put it simply, to cheat), after completing the paper. But we keep getting weird answers from each other. Towards the end then we realise, all our scripts are different. I think the lecturer and helpers must be laughing off their teeth if they manage see our bewildered faces.

So what makes the Northern star, Polaris, so special? Which planet, other than Earth, has visible water ice on it? Shut up.. I dont want to know.

Happy Day

2008-05-25T22:49:00.011+08:00

Yeah! A very fruitful day too =D Again, I set my alarm clock at 8am but only woke up at 10am then dilly dally to 11am before I started practising my violin haha.. and the lesson starts at 1pm lol. Yet today teacher said sth like I'm one of the more skillful student among his (I didnt catch it). I dont think its among all his student but I'm still very pleased =p And today I finally get myself to buy a music stand so I can play everywhere in the house.... even in the toilet!!

Rushed to the dental clinic and got abit disappointed cuz today wasnt the young and handsome dentist, was another lady that reminds me of Collen thats treating me. Painful. I can feel the equipment pushing against my nerves, ouch. So I close my eyes for a while, open to glance around and close and open and close... and with a little luck, there's this one time when I open my eyes and saw him and he smile and wave to me! (That's cuz he got no patient then and was walking around..) Ahaha.. he rmbs me.. best anaesthetic.

I've got a new converse shoe and zinc bag hehe. Finally.. my old converse is a size too small and bags are all torn. Woohoo! (Nice? Nice? Nice?) Next, I'm aiming for a sling bag. I've spent over 100 bucks in a day.. what a sinful day.

Our star, the Sun.

2008-05-23T14:18:00.002+08:00

The weather is dang hot. Today got no school, yet I woke up at 9am. Going to cityhall there, so I thought jeans would be more appropriate. When I went out everything was just fine de lo... but after signing up for the job and having lunch at funan, coming back home was like... I felt so much like those roast pig in the oven (abit kua zhang lol.. but I really felt that way for the last few days esp that badminton day..). Talking about badminton.. my right arm and leg are still aching.

I came home empty handed! Shat. I was planning to get 2 psp umds at Funan, then Sharlyn reminded me that there's a Crumpler shop at Raffles City. So I change my investment plan lo. As expected by many, the stripe design only left with red and green I think. With that little stock, I cant really choose so didnt buy any. Shat.

Ytd, having nothing to do, I went to read Juney de blog archives, the oldest one. I think at that time I don't know she kept a blog, cuz I got no memory of reading it before.. ahaha. So I read read read, to the one on the super duper successful 4e2 chalet (cuz me and my family are in the main com =p).. Then I began laughing crazily at the screen. Such an idiot. Cuz I suddenly rmb Sophie dipping my poor phone into the swimming pool during the 2e5 chalet, think she got excited over sth I think. I got abit stunned at that time so I diam diam. Then poor Sophie thought I got very very angry so she went sry sry sry non stop~~~ ahaha!! Just so funny..

Bite me

2008-05-20T21:12:00.004+08:00

Recently, I saw lots of shows and articles on this fish therapy. You put your hard and rough feet into the pond and let the fish make a meal out of the dead skin on it.. haha sounds abit scary but fun! The scientific name for these fish is garra rufa, bred for decades to nibble dead and diseased skin off patients with skin disorders. I think those people who like spa would like this. Ahem.. Mf... when are we going to try it out? Hehe... but I don't know where to find it.. ahaha!!

It really breaks my heart to see the Chinese crying their hearts out when they mourn for 3 minutes for the earthquake victims. Some people survived on the little food, some on rainwater or even purely on their will. Today, the no. of dead or missing has risen to more than 70,000. Gosh.. please.. no more aftershocks and heavy rains. They've suffered enough.

Happy Vesak Day!

2008-05-19T12:53:00.005+08:00

So.. I went back to the dentist to remove the stitches. Good to hear the dentist counting the 4 stitches as he removes. Was worrying that the doctor might ask me why are there left with only 3 strands. Shld I reply him that I chewed it or I swallowed it? Well.. unnecessary thoughts. Btw... its still the SAME DENTIST. The young and handsome one. Ahaha.. Happy. Whats more surprising is that its FOC for stitch removal. This Sunday still have to go back for teeth cleansing. How thoughtful of the doctor.. (ya right, think they want to earn more money..)

After lunch I said I wanna buy that $28 watch from the shop selling timepieces. But ended up buying a $115 Baby-G. The colours are very me right now.. white and gold.. nice.

Don't look back at a new direction. I loved you once, needed protection. You're still a part of everything I do. You're on my heart just like a tattoo. Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you.

Jordan Sparks-Tattoo

Rewind..

2008-05-13T15:56:00.011+08:00

To the day before the surgery. Haha.. I think it was a fun day that shld be blogged. I went to Imm with Willy the whale. Passed him his birthday presents and a very beautiful card.. haha. I really took effort in making the card so I keep annoying him with the qns 'The card nice hor?' lol.

Nice hor? When you fold everything together it becomes an envelop.

That's him acting cool with the enormous Mermaid Freeze.

Rest in peace... W850i. Served with Chilli and Mayo.

We walked around and saw this painting. Don't you think violin is just so graceful?

We also went to Daiso.. a really good place for art materials. I bought 7 items.. and he bought.. 18 items I think. Astonishing.. lol. Fun fun fun!! People... ask me out!! And btw.. my left cheek are very swollen like I stuffed a pau inside.. now I understand ehy the dentist gave me 8 days MC. Sobz..

Wisdom Tooth Surgery

2008-05-12T19:05:00.006+08:00

My very first surgery in my life.. and I certainly hope its the last. After 3 days of torturing, I finally went to the dental clinic. Everything was fast I would say, didn't have much time to make the decisions. This was what happened...

I waited for 1 hr, think some patient was also having the extraction. So when its my turn and after taking a look at my teeth.. the dentist confirm its a wisdom tooth that needs to be removed. So he gave me the choice of removing it today or some other day.. in order not to waste the car fuel, I chose today. So he went on to explain the risks involve.. and concluded that my case involve much higher risk than other people. *Peng* And then come the needles.. I think there are 5 to 6 injections.. anesthesia. The dentist ask me wait outside while they prepare the equipments and I need to eat some pills. I touched my face.. practically the whole left side of my face was numbed.

When I re-entered the room, the dentist called out to another dentist saying this is a more difficult case. *Again.. peng* Then, I was blindfolded and the surgery began. He extracted my 2 left wisdom teeth and there were 4 stitches. Not a bit of pain at all.. the anesthetic needles are the cruel ones. That's it! He passd me my 2 bloody teeth and I'm out of the room.

Next week still have to go back to remove the stitches.. but I'm looking forward to it. The dentist was young and good-looking =p. I think the anesthesia is wearing off because I can feel the pain coming bit by bit. I shall go to sleep.

Stars, Galaxies and Cosmology

2008-05-09T02:57:00.005+08:00

The Astronomy module started on Tuesday. And then found out that Zhen Wei and Helen are in the module too! So I asked them how was it.. the replies were " Its so boring!" and "I was reading magazine all the while." respectively. Haha.. but the lecturer was realli humorous and tat really helps. So far so gd..

One qns is constantly ringing in my mind recently, after watching the Lovers in Prague. Not that is has nv pop up.. but I've been thinkin abt it for a while. Why my life is so incredibly boring?! If only I'm the beautiful daughter of some rich ppl like CEO, President of some country or some other ppl with authority. Plus having a wide network of friends and partners at work. And then have the talent in music, designs or business... and then most imptly, have the most interesting and happy ending love story. Wouldn't it be nice? Ar... Get a cadbury choc.

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar. The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star. He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do.

Taylor Swift-Teardrops on my guitar.

My name is Kim Sam-Soon!!

2008-04-30T14:10:00.006+08:00

I really really love this drama... even after so long.. 1 year or 2? Why? Cuz I really really like Hyun Bin!! Shuai! I think I will smile everytime I see his face. But anyway.. I think the quotes in the show are also very nice. Lets reminise abit..

Jin-Heon: I don't like you looking at other men. I also don't like you listening to what they say. I don't know why but I just don't like it. In this wide and big space, on a star called Earth, you and I met. It has been 100 days since you came to me. Thank you for coming to me.

Poem in bus stop: Let's love like we've never been hurt before. Let's dance like no one is praising us. Let's love like we've never been hurt before. Let's sing like no one is listening to us. Let's work like we don't need money for it. Let's live like there's no tommorow.

Ahaha.. so sweeet! Ok... Back to reality. Am now watching Lovers in Prague.. yes I know I'm kind of outdated watching shows released so long ago. But the new drama Snow Flower got rented by other people liao.. Nvm.. I've got time =D

Shopping!

2008-04-26T01:50:00.009+08:00

I think online shopping is so dang easy and convenient lo. Today went to transfer the payment after violin lesson. Abit sotong la.. cuz 1st time shopping online haha so when to consult Mf (sorry to disturb u!).

Bought some scrapbooking stuff.. waa... if not I have to go all the way down to PS there to get what I want. Gosh.. the amount of money and time.. I rather spend it on Korean drama lol.

But my papa still very doubtful about online shopping.. due to the money transfer methods... he feels not save. Ok.. I can accept his skepticism. But nowadays most people are going for effectiveness and convenience.. who really cares that much. Besides, if people are buying something they consider really expensive.. they won't buy it online unless they got absolute trust in the seller or retailer.

Hmm... So fun... again again! Next I wanna try on books. Need to read a book or two during this holiday.. think my english standard plunging straight down lol. Or rather.. it has been at the same level since sec sch ahaha!

Magic of Words

2008-04-23T14:14:00.016+08:00

Time realli flies during exams.. What else can I say? No study break.. No kind teachers to ask.. No one to study with.. and with my tat bad habit of last-minutism.. Yucks! Still, tml will be my last paper and I wanna thx those ppl who haf said the nicest words... tat realli make my day.

Thx for always wanting to know
what i want to know.. No one can do that
except dearie you.

Jia you Jia you.. A Jia you a day
keeps the B's, C's, D's and F's away.

7 more days to my birthday.. Thx in advance!
Joking la.. You give me 4.2(Gpa) this sem I happy loh.

Ahaha.. such nice ppl sure brings smiles to their frenz. Thx a lot ar! So... what's my plan after exam tml..? Hmm... go Hun's room and play and stay overnight while she mugs for her last paper-Chemistry.. =D
My dear Psp.. I know u've been waitin for me. Thx for ur patience..
and I will repay u by uploading new games.. lol!!
For those who are still having exams or under any stress.. Jia you Jia you!
For those whose exams and distress are over.. Play hard before the next challenge come!

Oo.. My Very First Entree ..oO

2008-04-17T11:19:00.001+08:00

Phew.. finally set up my own blog.. what a brave thing to do in the middle of exams. The reason is because this blog skin is so damn unique! I like the parchment thing on the mysteriously black background. Blogging has never come across my mind.. So i'm super noob now, but there's a first time for everything =D I don't know how long this blog gonna last.. but o well, we'll see about that.